Moraki Mou

Finding out about you was characterized by mixed emotions.
Seeing you for the very first time- joy.
Whenever I heard you, I couldn't stop listening- I always wanted more.

Then it all began.
Without even trying, you got me to experience so many different emotions as well as so many physical experiences.
When I look back, I can only wonder.
You even transformed me into a walking canvas.

Throughout our journey together, I have completely changed.
Totally metamorphosed into a unique being
Described as 'beautiful' by all and sundry- flattery perhaps?

Friday, October 24, 2014- A very significant day
You attempted to surprise everyone including me.
But as we all waited
You changed your mind.
Classic.
You really had us.

On Monday, November 3, 2014
You pulled this stunt again.
We were all on tenterhooks.
No show.
Round two.
A boss in the making.

It's almost time for us to meet in person.
I'm excited, nervous, happy and ecstatic all at the same time.
Is that even possible?

However, even though I absolutely cannot wait to meet you,
Can you take it easy on those painful midnight jamboree sessions?
I really could use a lot of sleep before the real show begins.

Sincerely,
Your Mother.

You

I'm trying to sleep but that seems unlikely
I am inspired to pen down my thoughts
But I feel like I've written about you before
In Le Nom
However, someway somehow, I know exactly who you are.

You see, you keep running through my mind
I smell the scent of your cologne- I remember the brand
You engulf me, I inhale, exhale.
Cliche though it may sound, you're like a drug in my system
But is that entirely good?

I see you
And then I remember us-then- and what could have been
Or rather, what could not have been
That song keeps ringing in my ears
I want to forget- but then, am I allowed?

I wish this were a case of the scenario in Le Nom
In which the character, unknown
Where I could only fantasize, dream, feel
Of things intangible
But, today, all I see is your face, your name,
You.