You

I'm trying to sleep but that seems unlikely
I am inspired to pen down my thoughts
But I feel like I've written about you before
In Le Nom
However, someway somehow, I know exactly who you are.

You see, you keep running through my mind
I smell the scent of your cologne- I remember the brand
You engulf me, I inhale, exhale.
Cliche though it may sound, you're like a drug in my system
But is that entirely good?

I see you
And then I remember us-then- and what could have been
Or rather, what could not have been
That song keeps ringing in my ears
I want to forget- but then, am I allowed?

I wish this were a case of the scenario in Le Nom
In which the character, unknown
Where I could only fantasize, dream, feel
Of things intangible
But, today, all I see is your face, your name,
You.