I love love
I write about love
My go-to doodle word
I love love.
Yet, today, I've been betrayed.
By someone I truly loved.
By someone I said my vows to.
By someone I shared my body with.
Love is not an illusion
And it's betrayal? Like a slow death.
There are lumps in my throat
My heart is heavy and it won't stop pounding
Blood pressure? Working overtime.
My stomach is in knots
It's stopped asking for food, for water.
Today, I am grieving.
It's like someone died.
I'm confused, I'm anxious, I'm scared
Scared of the unknown
I don't know what to do
But still, I believe in love.
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